Sunday, May 1, 2011

Stop letting me down

what if i'm not meant for this life. what if i'm not supposed to be here.
what if i made the wrong decision? i couldn't have could i have?
i shouldn't be feeling this way, should i? how am i supposed to know if i am supposed to?
why am i not good enough? why. should i move?
should i do it? should i transfer? then do what? do what? what am i going to do? how am i going to do it? how am i supposed to know what i'm supposed to do? why?
i hate life for being such a bummer. all the time. all the time it's disappointing. all the time it's ugly. here at least. i can understand why you would think that. now at least. stop letting me down. stop confusing me. just stop it.

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