Playlist

I have a rocking playlist right now I need only revise and add to. I can list it later on maybe, if you'd like. :)

This is Me, and I Will Love Me

This is what I just realized. I haven't allowed myself to love myself. In fact, deep down I've always feared myself because of what people said about my crazy and energized personality. I completely shut down after that. But to the people who really saw into me and saw that there was inkling of something worth appreciating, I thank you. I thank you for believing in me, holding onto me even when you were about to give up. You are truly my friend.

I feel like I just woke up from a dream. Although I haven't seen Inception, I know that the movie is about dreams within dreams within dreams and you never know in which reality you're actually living in. To me, I feel like I truly woke up from my last dream. In the past, I've written many times that I feel like I was just "awoken" whether it was in response to a sermon, an experience, or anything else, but truly this time, I can point my finger to a timeline in my past and say that it was THIS time that I fell asleep and and it NOW that I wake up. As soon as I gave up being myself, life was not life. As soon as I began believing the lies Satan told me, that I was ugly and that everything about me was despicable, I fell asleep and became lifeless. I hope that this does not happen to other people. I hope that people will have faith in themselves, knowing that EXACTLY who they are is EXACTLY how God intended them be. I have time to recover from my sleep, like I have to build more confidence up from here, but I'm glad I woke up. I feel like I've regained control of my body and that I can treat it nice now, and really really truly take care of myself. So thank you to those who stuck through it with me - whatever "it" is.

Happy Chinese New Years! and I hope that you continue to believe in yourself with more confidence. You're special and you're awesome! In all sincerity.


Stephanie

I aspire to cook, and to try allll kinds of exotic foods out there! particularly asian food ; O mmmmmmm, it's sounding so good my imagination is killing meeeee!!!!!

try try try!!!!!

i must be really hungry right now...

I want to eat Vietnamese food, try new drinks, go back to that Happy Time place in Chinatown whenever I go back to Chinatown, I want to eat Korean food, and Japanese food, and oh-so-good Chinese food, and I can't wait to eat it allll!!!!! Not to forget Indian Naam, or whatever that bread thing is called.

I shall.


Really.


PLEAAAASE leave a comment of what foods I should try! I know there's so much out there just WAITING to be discovered. Once I go to Europe or China or Taiwan, I reaaaallly want to eat their best food. XVX please, imagination, please stop.